literally no one ever talks to me anymore. I probably only talk for 10 minutes a day, if that. and that’s only because I have to at work. you promised me you’d be there if I needed someone but the only times you come to me is when you need something. I pushed everyone left away, out of my life. and now I’m here, all alone. everything is bottling up and breaking down doesn’t feel far away. why can’t I just disappear.